Anonymous
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
nervous
Have to go to court tomorrow and face my harasser. I am terrified and it’s making my OCD go out of whack and is scaring me.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
Doing better. The extension on the harassment order wasn’t granted, but hopefully the individual will stop bothering me and let me live peacefully.
gixmogixmo
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- 1y
@Anonymous you did a brave thing. give yourself credit and a high five from me. ❤️
HobbitHobbit
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- 1y
That sounds really really hard. Glad you’re able to see your OCD for what it is. Be gentle with yourself as you ride the waves. You’re not alone — sending you encouraging thoughts ❤️
gixmogixmo
- Date posted
- 1y
yes, it is good you recognize what it is. just keep telling it that you are going to be focusing on something else right now.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 1y
I would add be gentle with yourself, that seems like a scary thing to face and you have every right to feel that way. Give yourself grace. But know that you are enough and worthy, don't let your OCD tell you things that aren't true about you.
MichelleVMichelleV
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 1y
What a brave thing to do, alongside your fears. That is a lot of strength. Be kind to yourself, no matter what your OCD throws at you, you are strong and capable. Today will pass soon enough. Please let us know how you’re doing if you like
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