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Why do I feel so numb?
Does anyone else feel numb from very heinous and disturbing thoughts/images? I’m talking to my friends and guys I like and I keep remembering that specific thought and I don’t know what to do with it.
Does anyone else feel numb from very heinous and disturbing thoughts/images? I’m talking to my friends and guys I like and I keep remembering that specific thought and I don’t know what to do with it.
Take Black Seed Oil and work on building your Nerves up, Methy-Folate, B-12 and B-6 should help a bit. TMG (Tri-Methyl Glycine is good for you too. Peace....sorry. I have a passion to heal through Natural Products, I have "Pure" OCD and POCD too, I hate it.
@Anonymous What specific brands/vitamins should I get and take to help?
@Jay222 I take "Nature's Way" ---Organic Black Seed Oil and I think it's good. Seeking Health--has good Methylated Vitamins. It's not fully understood, but OCD has A LOT to do with Methylation. I know it sounds like a bad word but it's basically an enzyme that many People are missing to break down Folate. I would get my B-Vitanins through "Seeking Health"...there are many other vitamins that can help a bit and I will share more if you want me too. Fish Oil and Turmeric help Inflammation in the Brain, people with OCD often have inflammation issues. Many OCD Sufferers might have Gut problems too. Probiotics, Yogurt, Kefir and Fermented things like Kombucha, Kim Chi and Sauerkraut can help the gut and help you feel better....if you have any more questions, oh yeah, everyone needs to take Vitamin D, most brands are probably fine for that one.
If you have any more questions, I am here to help. Peace
Everything feels so real. I think learning about non-offending pedophiles has really screwed with me. I feel like I’m not even doing compulsions anymore like I genuinely cannot remember if I do them or not and the groinal responses are messing with me. I keep having intrusive dreams and I’m in that half asleep state and I feel nothing after that or I feel weird like a good weird, I don’t know. It’s a really weird feeling when I get those thoughts but I don’t like them, I don’t think. All I know is, I keep seeking reassurance and I feel like I don’t have OCD because the way I feel, like the way I get worked up isn’t the same as others. Whenever I try to watch a show, like 9-1-1 or daily dose of sunshine, I feel like I’m watching something I shouldn’t be. Or if I’m just on my phone, I feel like something is going to happen. I feel red flags whenever I’m on my phone, like somehow cp will appear. I know that OCD is the doubting disorder but my god, this is just crazy. I feel like I’m going crazy. Everything is just nonstop, it’s so constant and I’m genuinely scared that I’ll do something when I get out of my room. I don’t know anymore, this whole OCD thing is just making me lose my mind.
I can’t tell what’s right and wrong anymore. It’s like my moral compass/rationality is completely broken. I could just shut my feelings down whenever. It might sound like a good thing but it also means I wouldn’t feel any remorse or guilt or negative emotions if I were to do something immoral (hypothetically speaking). In contrast, sometimes my feelings get so deep in the way that my rationality cannot win no matter what. My brain does that out of nowhere and I hate it because it ends up triggering my OCD theme and I have to start back up to be able to cope again. It’s like I’ve developed this intense intolerance towards any sort of stress whatsoever, even the good type of stress that helps you grow. My brain just shuts down and mentally I become a kid again and I can’t listen to logic no matter what.
Guys it feels so real and im really scared because it feels like i dont care about the thoughts and it feels like im going to do something terrible, its horrific. I am so scared i keep getting urges and images i dont know what to do because i get a whole rush of panic. I think what’s triggered it was my for you page on tiktok, on the Mendez brothers murder cases and The prada guy and im so scared but it feels like im not worried like abt the thoughts or feeling but i am scared pls reply its literally plaguing me in my head idk what to do bc it feels like im gonna do it
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