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Why do I feel so numb?
Does anyone else feel numb from very heinous and disturbing thoughts/images? I’m talking to my friends and guys I like and I keep remembering that specific thought and I don’t know what to do with it.
Does anyone else feel numb from very heinous and disturbing thoughts/images? I’m talking to my friends and guys I like and I keep remembering that specific thought and I don’t know what to do with it.
Take Black Seed Oil and work on building your Nerves up, Methy-Folate, B-12 and B-6 should help a bit. TMG (Tri-Methyl Glycine is good for you too. Peace....sorry. I have a passion to heal through Natural Products, I have "Pure" OCD and POCD too, I hate it.
@Anonymous What specific brands/vitamins should I get and take to help?
@Jay222 I take "Nature's Way" ---Organic Black Seed Oil and I think it's good. Seeking Health--has good Methylated Vitamins. It's not fully understood, but OCD has A LOT to do with Methylation. I know it sounds like a bad word but it's basically an enzyme that many People are missing to break down Folate. I would get my B-Vitanins through "Seeking Health"...there are many other vitamins that can help a bit and I will share more if you want me too. Fish Oil and Turmeric help Inflammation in the Brain, people with OCD often have inflammation issues. Many OCD Sufferers might have Gut problems too. Probiotics, Yogurt, Kefir and Fermented things like Kombucha, Kim Chi and Sauerkraut can help the gut and help you feel better....if you have any more questions, oh yeah, everyone needs to take Vitamin D, most brands are probably fine for that one.
If you have any more questions, I am here to help. Peace
Two things are happening: I get thoughts that just keep looping. They almost feel like song stuck in my head. Also, I’ll imagine something and I feel my stomach drop. Then as the seconds go by I keep getting fragments of the this thought but with different details. For example, it’s kinda like how a “vision” is portrayed. I’ll get a glimpse of the thought and then it’ll rapidly expand into something worse every few seconds. I don’t know if I’m causing this or if it’s just an automatic thing like any other intrusive thought. It feels unavoidable, idk if this is a compulsion or if it’s just another manifestation of an intrusive thought. Apart from that remembering an intrusive thought triggers the full thought again and then it just keeps looping or expanding. I don’t know how to stop any of this. Help?
I’m a csa survivor which made me develop hypersexuality while actually being a asexual individual. (Where I did CP and talked to groomers and sexted, ect ect) A few months ago I’ve started to heal, but the fact that I’ve seen so many private parts since I was idk, young? I imagine them everywhere, it’s really frustrating and sometimes I also get intrusive thoughts about other kids or my siblings. It’s deeply distributing but I also kind of think of it from a curious kind of aspect which I despise too. Honestly I have a hard time with any kid in underwear, my intrusive thoughts have been ALOT the last months and they’re really really overwhelming. I also easily go into overanalysing them or even trying to figure out more clearer the thoughts to “test myself”. I think, I hope. Idk it’s scary
Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared
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