Naomi.
- Date posted
- 45w ago
tired (two.)
It feels like my OCD is determined to steal everything I love. It’s so exhausting to have to fight myself all the time.
camdenlolcamdenlol
- Date posted
- 45w ago
I get it :( especially it gits worst at those times where i am at my happiest and have something to lose. It ruined some of my best times in myself and it hurts to feel like everything is good but the problem is you.. but I also learned that it gets better, even when it’s taking so long sometimes.. and i have hope about the future even tho its scary but i feel like now at least i know what is the problem and how to deal with it, I’m sorry i hope it will get better
Naomi.Naomi.
- Date posted
- 45w ago
@camdenlol Thank you! 💕
Knockonwood3Knockonwood3
- Date posted
- 45w ago
I feel your pain ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Naomi.Naomi.
- Date posted
- 45w ago
@Knockonwood3 Thank you! 💕
Steven55!Steven55!
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 45w ago
Are you in therapy with a trained OCD therapist who uses ERP therapy? You can find one on this NOCD site. You're right about OCD. It's determined to ruin your day. OCD therapy can be a game-changer for you.
Naomi.Naomi.
- Date posted
- 45w ago
@Steven55! Sadly, no. NOCD’s resources have been helping me practice ERP on my own, but I’m UK-based so finding an accessible OCD therapist is a challenge.
Steven55!Steven55!
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 45w ago
@Naomi. NOCD will also accept international clients. I understand they even set up the sessions based on your time zone. I think you will need to pay out of pocket, but I think the rate of exchange favors the British pound, so you will pay less in pounds than in dollars. Anyway, it may be worth you investing the time to set up a free consultation. Hope this helps.
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