- Username
- stargirlll
- Date posted
- 38w ago
Don’t throw yourself away. I know it feels like a tempting solution, but once you make the decision to leave, you can’t undo it. Whatever is happening in your life right now will pass even though it seems like it won’t. Good times are coming. New friends are coming. New opportunities are coming. Just hang on. I swear that you’ll be happy again sooner than you think.
You will not! Feelings are not always facts! You have more control than you think! This is your life! Your mind and soul....fight for it! You deserve better. Do all that you are able to preserve your life and when you need to rest or cry...it's ok...cry..rest. Be kind to yourself. No one and I mean no one would pick this suffering so know that this will one day pass. May not feel like it will however remember what I said about feelings. You really are not alone.
im crying hard right now im so scared. i haven’t cried like this or really at all since the thoughts started happening… im so scared im gonna act on them. i just want it all to stop..
It feels as real as it can get today, I’m in such a bad flare with my ocd lately and I don’t know what’s happened. I was doing so so well and I’m back to this horrible place. Everything is getting to me, the real details especially. It’s all just consuming me today. I feel terrible.
I dont have ocd. I really dont. It feels like im actually a lesbian. I dont feel anything for guys. I dont know how to describe my feelings. It feels like i cant escape my body or my mind. I feel stuck. It feels real. It must be real. But i cant imagine that its real. But it feels so real like im actually a lesbian. I dont want to be. Today i had urges to come out. I feel depressed. I dont wanna live. I cant escape. I just have to accept that im a lesbian.
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