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Fam you were a baby/ toddler. You weren’t trying to do anything bad. Let it go. Other people’s poor choices are not your fault.

I felt guilty for being groomed and attacked by someone as a young teen. I think it's our brains way of making sure it doesn't happen again and possibly our mind is framing the emotional response to the event incorrectly. Do you feel as if it's your fault, only because you know better and are wiser now? If so, remember that you aren't who you are now, back then. Hindsight is a b*tch. Life has learning curves. You were extremely young and you were learning about life. You can't legally consent to anything for a reason at that age

I’m so sorry that your mother made hurtful comments towards you. Do you have the capability of attending therapy? I really feel as though you need to speak to a OCD therapist about this. Don’t give up, managing OCD can be a bitch ❤️‍🩹

Your mom twisted your head a little bit there. your mom was the embarrassment and your mom was disgusting and nasty for making you feel guilty. She should’ve been feeling guilty. because you were a baby and a toddler and she was a full-grown adult and needed to get herself together. she’s the embarrassment not you. And you did literally nothing wrong you just have OCD that is making you feel heavily guilty for no apparent reason because that’s what it does

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