Ariyah
- Date posted
- 1y
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im about to give up. im struggling and nothing helps.i dont wanna be here anymore with these thoughts and fears.
AnonMoonAnonMoon
- Date posted
- 1y
I felt the same way today. OCD sucks, and I probably sound repetitive, but it will get better. It probably won’t be soon, but it will one day. One day, you’ll be able to look back at this and laugh. I hope you feel better soon and you have a good day/night.
Ariyah Ariyah
- Date posted
- 1y
@AnonMoon thank you🩷 i hope you have a good day/night aswell . im sorry for venting , I don’t have anyone else to talk about this stuff with haha
jnauglejnaugle
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
Don’t give up
Ariyah Ariyah
- Date posted
- 1y
@jnaugle Thank you 🫶🏻
jnauglejnaugle
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
@Ariyah Your welcome
You got this:)You got this:)
- Date posted
- 1y
Don’t give up I felt this way before and you know what I got over it went almost two years with no issues recently started back up but you learn to get rid of it fairly quickly after your first one you got this babe!
Ariyah Ariyah
- Date posted
- 1y
@You got this:) Thank you 🫶🏻
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 1y
Hi my name is Ann I'm going through this rn any advice?
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