I need advice

Honestly I think accepting that hurt and loss just takes time, just be gentle with yourself. But it could be good to join young adult groups in your area just to meet new people, get out of your own space and your own head! You can do this!!

As someone who has experienced loneliness for a huge chunk of their lives, it's tough, but you really learn to do stuff for YOU. No one to be mean to you, you can explore all the great parts of yourself however you want! It's such a beautiful opportunity to get to know yourself, if you really enjoy something, why? Really meet yourself, challenge yourself, learn something because you want to, summer is a great time to go out, and as lame as it sounds, be in nature, peace and quiet really helps! I hope this helps you and you're able to move on to a happier life without awful people in it

Finding things that you have fun doing, like reading, watching movies/shows, talking to a family member. If you have pets, spend time with them. Reminding yourself that maybe this is a positive so you can meet you awesome friends.

You know it’s better for you and you just need to remind your self of that every single time it pops up… you are doing the right thing for you and in the end you should be the most important thing to you because without that you can show up for anyone else who needs you… don’t give up you’ve got lots of people around you and especially this community… I’m here if you need anything.

Im not sure how much advice I can give, but I will say I'm going through the same thing, so you're definitely not alone. The way ive been coping is acknowledging the loss, you can accept that you loved them, and you were close with them, and now that is no longer the case. Focus on your needs, I realized I wasn't taking care of myself because of that relationship so now I am working on the parts I gave to someone else and giving them back to myself. Try and become comfortable within yourself. This can be difficult especially if you're extroverted, but I don't mean to say stay alone forever, just try and work towards feeling neutral about being alone. Also try and find ways to keep yourself busy, you mentioned being alone for the summer, it may help to set goals for yourself "on Thursdays I get coffee and do a thing I like, on Fridays I do laundry" that kind of thing, on top of that you can look into social groups in your area. Ive found that to be especially useful with finding friends. But one important advice I can give: as hard as it'll be, do your best to not replace your friends right away. It may feel good, but I've found it to be detrimental in the long run because you're not healing from what was and may not be repairing your inside. This is just whats worked for me at least. I wish you the best