Givenup

Date posted: 1y

Pocd part 2

And now someone has triggered me and said that my intrusive fears 100% did happen... im so triggered... I want to honestly cease to exist... I want everything to end... Im so triggered...

helpmeeee_

Date posted: 1y

this was definitely not okay you do post a lot, however, that’s EXACTLY what this app is made for. if anyone has an issue they can hide your posts from their feed, the feature exists for a reason. with that being said, you will not get better if change isn’t being made. i understand it can be hard to accept the possibility of these thoughts, trust me, especially when in a spiral, but in the end it will be 100000x more better for you than spiraling like this is. you really should talk to a professional about this, you need very serious help and again without change, nothing will get better. best of luck to you

lb07

Date posted: 1y

that’s so messed up for them to say, i hope you’re okay man, just ignore it.

King Silly

Date posted: 1y

@lb07 I think they said this because they posted about this multiple times, but that’s all I got from it

helpmeeee_

Date posted: 1y

@King silly they did, and while it might be a little irritating for some people, there was zero need for them to comment that, there is a feature to remove posts from feed for a reason. i mean, this is exactly what this app was made for 🤷‍♀️

King Silly

Date posted: 1y

@vaIentine Well yes, This was rude but I don’t think they meant in that intention or anything

King Silly

Date posted: 1y

@vaIentine Because sometimes the other treatment is to say you did it and move on from that, yes it is a thing, so I don’t think they intended that

lb07

Date posted: 1y

@King silly yeah i get that, still rude to say to a stranger struggling though

helpmeeee_

Date posted: 1y

@King silly i think it was obvious how they meant it, the wording they used “this is endless with you”, and the overall tone of the message was very, very rude i know that addressing ocd in this manner is a thing, but unless you are a professional, you should not attempt to address it in this way because you lack the proper professional skills and training to do so with a proper approach their comment was unnecessary, rude, and out of pure irritation - in my opinion there was no intention to help this person, they were purely irritated. if they had wanted to help this person they wouldn’t of deleted the comment and would of clarified in replies they meant no harm - they knew they were in the wrong

King Silly

Date posted: 1y

@vaIentine I apologize I actually did not see the first half, I don’t even know how I missed that, but yeah that is incredibly rude, I didn’t even realize.

helpmeeee_

Date posted: 1y

@King silly no you’re all good! i hope i didn’t come off as rude or condescending haha, i apologize if that is the case

LillyX

Date posted: 1y

Please let us know you’re okay! There’s so many people on here who are here to help and support you

vivi !

Date posted: 1y

i believe this person had the right intention but let it off in a tougher way than suggested. regardless, we are not here to tell you that you did or did not do something. if you’re looking for reassurance you are in the wrong place. reassurance will only lead to you looking for it over and over and over again and dig you into a deeper hole. i suggest you try to find comfort in the unknown. i understand it’s easier said than done, but it’s the best you can do. there is no way for you to have a definitive answer.

Givenup

Date posted: 1y

@vivi ! Im in a living hell because of the unknown... I dont want to live because of the unknown... I genuinely want my life to stop because of the unknown... I havent been able to be happy because of the unknown... theres nothing to be happy for when i cant even be certain about how my life is going to go..:

LillyX

Date posted: 1y

I think they were just irritated as you’ve posted the same images / post a lot , absolutely not okay to comment on someone’s post who’s quite clearly struggling a lot mentally though. I would ignore that comment.

Givenup

Date posted: 25w

Pocd and events

I have so many pocd real events, and false memories that im so tortured by mere existence of life... I genuinely have no one who can comfort me... because giving people reassurance is... unhealthy... and even then my false memory situations cant even be reassured because i dont know if its true or not... im so alone...

Anonymous

Date posted: 24w

Pocd

The pocd thoughts are making me want to throw up. I feel like I should end it because i cant handle my brain being right

Givenup

Date posted: 23w

Something extremely horrible and awful as a child

What if you did something so extremely awful and horrible as a child but you didn’t know how horrible the events were that your POCD and real events OCD targets? Does it make the intrusive thoughts true? The POCD real events were extremely awful and horrible... no way around... it genuinely was extremely awful and horrible... I gag and v0mit even thinking about it... its that horrible... I'm getting anxious from my POCD and real event OCD based on real events (3 times) from when I was 14... I had a surface level idea of what these real events were when I was 14... but I didnt understand nor truly know the depth and consequences or how horrible these real events were... I don't ever want to ever be a P at all… I don't ever want to ever be a Chomo at all... i don’t ever want to ever be a rapist at all… I was 14 when these real events happened and now I'm 23... I've asked my mom about this so many times and every time she tells me that it's not serious anymore, that the person is okay and doesnt remember, and that I'm not a rapist or a P or a chomo... I didn’t realize how horrible the real events actually were… I was 14 at the time… now I’m 23… my POCD and real event OCD call me a P or a chomo because of the real events… while my mom reassures me all the time that it’s all over, that it’s not serious anymore, that the person is okay, and that I’m not a P or a rapist or a chomo, but when I was doing compulsive research, I remember when I saw a post on a non OCD forum about someone’s similar situation to mine and two people said to the person that they m*lested and that they needed to turn themselves in… I don’t ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way shape or form… i didn’t know how horrible the real events were when I was 14… I really didn’t… and after the real events I never did anything like that ever again, and I never once ever thought (before, and after) about doing stuff with kids in any way shape or form... I never once fantasized about kids or wanted to do anything with kids… I was 14 and didn’t realize how horrible the actions were at the time and I never did it ever again… I never once fantasized about kids before or after the real event… I don't ever want to ever harm a child in any way shape or form... I seriously don't ever want to do that to any child in any way shape or form and I seriously don't ever want to do anything like that to any kid now or in the future… I never have had any fantasies about kids and I don't ever want to... I don't ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way shape or form... I was 14….. and after the real events I never did anything like that ever again, and I never once ever thought (before, and after) about doing stuff with kids in any way shape or form... I never once fantasized about kids or wanted to do anything with kids… I was 14 and didn’t realize how horrible the actions were at the time and I never did it ever again… I never once fantasized about kids before or after the real event… And it’s comparing me to actual P’s and chomo’s who did stuff from 12-15 and then did stuff as adults, and making me think I’m a P and a Chomo because of it… I don’t ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way… 😭😭😭 I had a surface level idea of what these real events were when I was 14 because someone told me what these real events were before... but I didnt understand nor truly know the depth and consequences or how horrible these real events were... i truly didnt... I dont ever want to ever be what my pocd and real events ocd say I am... I dont ever want to be a P or a Chomo in any way... im so so scared... the real events were so extremely horrible and awful... i g4g and v0mit even thinking about them... thats how horrible and awful these mistakes were... I dont ever want to ever be a P or a MAP or a Chomo or a r4pist or anything like that... im so so so so so so so so so so triggered and scared and anxious...

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