My dogs died

I have harm OCD ,my dogs died,my OCD try to use what happened,to convince me or making me afraid,that I could do something bad that put me in jail or hospital

9pay9

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 33w ago

I’m so sorry you lost your dogs. I recently lost my cat and it definitely turned my life around but it gets easier day by day. Just try to cherish the memories you made with your dogs! 💛 sending you love!!

Apram wiliamm

Date posted: 33w ago

Be my friend,if you want,if you feel comfortable

9pay9

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 33w ago

Potato-lady<3

Date posted: 33w ago

I do feel this a lot and I am so very sorry you lost your pup that’s very hard and that’s something that could be triggering your OCD more, when you get into a bad state of mind from a traumatic experience your mind tends to get alittle weak and your OCD takes its opportunity but it’s not true and you just need to keep chugging along. All of us who suffer from this creature of OCD will overcome it just out yourself in a safe place when you feel that way and read some of these posts it will help. We will be ok

Potato-lady<3

Date posted: 33w ago

Put*^^ yourself not out yourself😂 OCD doesn’t own you you own it so keep fighting your battle till it starts to go away because your stronger than OCD we all are we are going to get through this❤️I’m sorry about your doggy sending love and strength🤟

Apram wiliamm

Date posted: 33w ago

🌼

Tireddd

Date posted: 13w ago

I feel very bad about my history with animals

TW warning: ZOCD, real events, and animal neglect. I feel like if I'm nice to animals or think about having a pet in the future I'm being a hypocrite, one of the things i saw at 10-12 years old because of my porn addiction and exposure were horrible videos involving animals, and i had a kitten at 9 years old, i didn't know the responsibility of having a pet, yet i loved my cat very much and when we couldn't take it to the vet because we didn't have money, it came back with wounds, bleeding, i cried a lot and i regretted so much having been so inconsiderate and dumb to ask for a cat when we didn't have money or the appropiate place to keep it safe. My parents refused to take him to the vet or a shelter, and one day it ran away from home and never came back. I feel like i'll never be able to interact normally or have a pet without being a hypocrite. I'm horrible

Anonymous

Date posted: 12w ago

Questions

There are times my harm ocd has me convinced that my feelings of self harm or suicide and harm are real and that any moment I could commit the act on myself or my family. Is there anyone who can chime in on this. I feel like all the time I want to leave run away or avoid my family because of these thoughts. Like I shouldn’t be around my children and I don’t trust myself.

BiancaIsGrowing

Date posted: 29d ago

Having a hard time

I have to be alone with my children tomorrow and I'm scared. Harm OCD has me panicking and ruminating. I don't want to hurt my babies they mean everything to me. I keep fighting for them, I got a better job for them and I want to create a better life for them. I'm so afraid that I might hurt them so I need to be away from them but I also don't want to be away from them. The thoughts and images are so much. I'd rather die before I hurt them. Accepting the uncertainty of possibly hurting them is not something I can accept or live with. And it doesn't help having existential ocd because that says none of it matters anyway. I just want to be the old me, I hate this disorder I hate this disease I hate me for having these thoughts. I'm sorry for ranting. I just need to get it out. I hate this worry disorder!

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