- Username
- Mitu_001
- Date posted
- 19w ago
Any help
I feel really bad right now.And really scared.I am scared I am a horrible person.Like I wnjoy horrible things.I am scared is getting really bad again
- Username
- Polar30xoPolar30xo
- Date posted
- 19w ago
I have been the same the past few days. When I'm trying to just accept things it's gotta ramp it up to get my attention. I feel like im a little ball just swirling around absolutely confused at what is real and what is not. Ocd sucks 😕 ur not alone
- Username
- Blue AntBlue Ant
- Date posted
- 19w ago
this may be easier said than done, but i'd say try to find self-soothing methods, or ways of comforting yourself that don't involve compulsing in any way. accept that you might still feel scared; don't try to directly change your emotions, but allow yourself not to feed the fear. Remember, feeling guilty or shameful does not mean you are a terrible person. To judge your character based on an uncomfortable feeling is emotional reasoning, which is not a helpful way of thinking. Im not a professional of any kind, but I hope this helps. Good luck!
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- Username
- Mitu_001
- Date posted
- 19w ago
Any advice, please?
I feel so bad..I feel really bad.I just keep thinking about something.I cant get that out of my head.For 2 years I couldnt get it.And I am so scared and concerned.Can it be because is disturbing? I think then ruminate to see what reaction I have then I feel horrible for thinking it.is so intrusive and horrible.I mentained myself for too long.Now I break down .I cant anymore.I keep having it.almost everyday.I have no reaction now..I am scared and exausted.I feel like a criminal.I feel like I enjoyed it ( it sounds terrible , I know) and I am so scared.my brain cant have a reaction anymore..I cant..Can it be because I am exausted? I am so scared and disgusted and tired.Is related to pocd..The worst theme.It started 2 years ago..I think it changed my life.I feel like I am not who I was...I feel like a monster.I want to go back how I was but idk how after these thoughts .I am scared because I had them for too long...I feel destroyed...A monster..Like I am hiding under a mask..Like no one should trust me and I dont deserve anything..I am so scared to talk to a therapist.I am scared my fears will be true..please ..any advice? Thank you if u read all this
- Username
- Jesuslover28
- Date posted
- 17w ago
HELP
Does anyone else feel like they think these horrible things on there own or on purpose. I feel like I'm intentionally trying to hurt god and the holy Spirit now and idk what to do. I feel like I'm becoming my worst fear. Idk what to do I feel like I'm losing touch with myself and idk what to do. And I'm really worried God is going to turn his face from me or I'm going to do something I am going to regret. I'm not really sure whats happening to me, but I'm scared I'm going crazy.
- Username
- ocdsufferer1234
- Date posted
- 13w ago
need help
I’m having a bad episode right now and I’m feeling so depressed and I’m crying like a baby because I’m thinking that if my mom knew the reasons I’m like this she would hate me and what would I ever do without my mom. I’m feeling so alone. I just need my mom but I know I can’t open up to her. Like even if I’m this horrible person my mom would despise me too? I can’t handle that someone please help.
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