False or real feelings??

This pattern has been happening for a bit My Brain will randomly notice traits and stuff about a fictional/cartoon character,then produce these feeling I do not want to act on The characters normally have traits I would find appealing, or they are random, and it gives these feelings of attraction and a crush I don’t want (I don’t want cause they are younger and that violates my values) If they were older, I wouldn’t care at all or would embrace it, but then cause their younger it makes me question myself And then I feel guilty cause “wym if they’re older??” But I know rn I wouldn’t want to act on it or anything. I just get guilty cause it notices stuff that I would be attracted to, but of course I don’t wanna be like that cause my values. And also cause the traits attract me but I don’t want the character or at least force myself to shove it away. Like it feels like a crush I don’t want to act on or pursue. I just get worried about these things. And then my brain notices or remembers the character and I feel a draw to it. So idk what’s happening and I don’t wanna say it’s intrusive if it’s not, so can someone help? So is this intrusive or no? I honestly keep going back hoping it’s intrusive when it’s probably not but idk But hopefully I don’t sound crazy or anything cause this is tiring and I don’t wanna seem like soem creep or anything