Rocd/ false memory guilt

I’m sorry you’re going through this :( false memory is one of the worst things to deal with imo. I’m right there with you. Try to remind yourself that the guilt you are feeling shows how much you care about your boyfriend and how much it goes against your morals to hide anything from him. Stay strong, you got this honey

i’m in the same boat as you with lying. i feel like i have to confess every single little detail to my gf or im disloyal or untrustful. i confess about everything to my gf to the point where i think im overdoing it but it eats me alive if i dont. i confess a lot of my false memories and also real event with as many possible details to make sure im not lying and give her both the i’m not sure if i did but there’s a chance and i hate to say it. after i confess it also eats me alive and i get filled with embarrassment there’s no winning really. it sounds like you are both super honest with eachother, and that’s great but it also sounds like you’re in a similar place and you’re confessing compulsively. all i’m going to assure is that sometimes snap has technical issues where it may have removed the block or you’ve accidentally clicked on the x. i wouldn’t stress about it because your intentions were to block him straight away in the moment. and about your thoughts, it’s so normal to get frustrated and upset in an argument, and think things you don’t mean. it’s anger a very normal human reaction that ocd likes to use against us. unfortunately with false memories you won’t ever be sure, so unfortunately you have to sit with the uncomfortable feeling and the uncomfortable feeling that confessing gives you. otherwise it will carry on looping. i can tell from my perspective your intentions were good, and normal human thoughts in a moment of frustration. i’m sorry you’re going through this, you’re not alone.