- Date posted
- 16w ago
Mama in distressšŖ
My ocd is ruining my relationship with my kids. Because of the intrusive thoughts I avoid being close to them, hugging or cuddling up to watch tv. My ocd is either telling me I wouldnāt care if harm came to them or it turns everything into something sexual or inappropriate. For example, my daughter wanted to show me how long her nails are so she started scratching my arm gently. It felt so nice and relaxing and I immediately panicked because I was scared the ocd would cause a groinal and I donāt ever, ever want a feeling like that connected with my child even though I know itās the ocd causing it and not me iād still feel horrible. I just want to be a normal loving affectionate mom and I can never be that for my kids because of ocdšŖ I donāt see any other parents posting about going through this or commenting that they do and how they cope. I feel so alone and defeated.