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- 49w ago
Not funny
I don’t think my partner is funny & this is what my OCD *loves* to latch onto & it makes me feel so sick. Haven’t felt this sick in a while & it sucks. Anyone else?
I don’t think my partner is funny & this is what my OCD *loves* to latch onto & it makes me feel so sick. Haven’t felt this sick in a while & it sucks. Anyone else?
I’ve thought things like that too, I’ve also thought that my partner is just too weird or cringy. And recently I I’ve been obsessing over my partner’s voice and the way he talks and says things, especially when he’s hyper and trying to be outgoing, I keep obsessing over the way he sounds, thinking it’s annoying and weird. I know how difficult it is. Sometimes ROCD will attach itself to any small “flaw” and blow it wayyy out of proportion, making us think that it’s a big problem that we can’t handle. Sometimes our brain likes to make every little thing catastrophic. And the truth is, no one is going to be perfect, no person is ever going to fulfill every single desire you have, nor is that their job. No person will check off every single box without fail, but that’s ok because we’re all human, we all have our imperfections. I know it’s easier to say all this than to put it into practice. Trust me, I’m terrified daily and yet I haven’t left. Love is a choice and your choice to stay says a lot! Keep being strong 😊
At times I feel that my fiancé isn’t intelligent enough for me. Today he spelled a word wrong, and when I asked him to correct it, he had no idea what was wrong. So this is all just adding onto the reasons I am doubting getting married to him… :/
You know when you have weird thoughts about a coworker and because you have OCD these thoughts really stick and you panic and feel sick? Yeah that’s me and I’ve struggled with having intrusive thoughts about my coworker and now he just got in a relationship with my coworker and my intrusive thoughts are WORSE I thought they would be better? And initially they were because I was relieved that he couldn’t be weird with me now because he has a girlfriend. But this is the thought that i cannot get over- my OCD is like you’re jealous that he doesn’t like you and he’s not with you instead and i envy this girl he is with. Why the fuck am I having these thoughts while I’m in a healthy relationship and love my boyfriend to DEATH- like I know he is my forever. I couldn’t look at him today because I’ve been obsessing over this thought I’ve had in work and now I have to find a new job I hope no one will judge me for these thoughts or maybe someone has had this weird thought before? :(
Last night I was staying at my boyfriend’s house and couldn’t sleep. I felt like i desperately needed to go back to my parents and clean and organize my room. This has happened a few times before when I was staying at his place. Since then he’s been very upset with me. Does anyone else’s partner do this? Any advice? It’s been hard. He’s made me feel so shameful for having OCD. As if it’s not tough enough /:
I'm having awful stomach pain and nausea and it's really worrying me and scaring me
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