Let's settle down for now/random blabber/workout

I have way too much on my mind, this is really distressing,, I can't explain it all as it's very jumbled so I'm just not going to say anything. I'm going to collect my thoughts more then section it into ways I can explain another day. (It's like.. stresses of Real Events, facial and ancestry morph issues, derealization, taboo subtypes, childhood, fears of all crazy stuff etc etc.) For now.. man, Halloween yesterday was more fun than I expected even when I was mostly alone this year. My stomach needs to chill out tho, I love sweets but it's a lottt. I've been working out recently too, trying to tone my arms as well as the lower half & getting a more defined jaw. I don't want to really be skinny like model standards moreso be strong but absolutely not bodybuilder standards either lololol. (I want to be like.. strong but still cute at the same time ykyk?? : )) Hopefully the candies and sweets don't mess it all up as I've already began to make some small progress. (I also workout at home + have treadmill and little equipment so like.. if any of you guys workout and have any advices, let me know..! <3)

0542

Date posted: 2d

Hi v!!! how was counseling going? :)

VVbee

Date posted: Yesterday

(Aghh it just deleted my comment, hopefully it doesn't send twice) But hiii !! I didn't think anyone saw that post,, I decided to take it down and post about it when the day comes as it just felt more fitting.. but it's really sweet that you saw and took time to ask me about it. <33 I don't have my official first session until tomorrow, I feel a lot of emotions but overall I'm excited. Thank you for checking on me hehe, I hope you're doing okay right now too. 💜

0542

Date posted: Yesterday

@VVbee im still not doing okay unfortunately but i just woke up so im a bit tired right now, but good luck on your counseling sessions!! :)

VVbee

Date posted: Yesterday

@0542 I'm so sorry,, I've seen some of your posts and it's all valid. 🥲🥲 I hope that it decides to shuttt for at least an hour at some point of the day.. (Also thank u <3)

Amy B.

Date posted: 2d

I'm so glad you had a fun Halloween! I've been trying to workout more as well, but I don't have any advice on that because I have trouble sticking with it. The only times it works is when I start running to get ready for a 5k, but soon as the race is over I'm back on the couch. I'd like to work out my arms regularly so that they look better and are stronger, but that hasn't been enough motivation to stick with it. If you find something that works let me know!

VVbee

Date posted: Yesterday

Thank you !! 💜 Honestly it all depends on what sort of results you want is how often/what sorts of workouts you want to do.. for example, I've been not only working on toning my biceps, arms, legs and such I've also been working on doing calisthenics.. It'll likely take a while for me to begin seeing actual progress; as of now, I'm using the weights that are in my basement to work on my arms and with the rest I do squats + in home workout sets that I can find on the internet. : ) Currently to stay consistent, I love watching other people's progress as it gives me motivation, as well as I put on a playlist that gets me up and ready. + eating healthier & moderating snacks helps too, also I make sure to never skip meals.!

Amy B.

Date posted: 23h

Wow, you are doing awesome!! Thanks for the tips, those sound great! I have a free gym membership because my son works there, so maybe I'll take a class there... my OCd keeps me wanting to stay home and nervous about being around other people, but I could do ERP and get in shape at the same time 😂

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