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- 13w
Advice plz! No anxiety
I feel intrusive thoughts Without anxiety but thoughts disturbing (after 5,6 months harm ocd) Why that feel without anxiety? It's common, progress or any other issue? Anyone have same situation?
I feel intrusive thoughts Without anxiety but thoughts disturbing (after 5,6 months harm ocd) Why that feel without anxiety? It's common, progress or any other issue? Anyone have same situation?
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But thoughts feel very disturbing and intense feel strange!
@yoooff I'm in ERP, so I'm sit with the disturbance? Without anxiety means path of recovery? Its sure I'm not act on thoughts because of no anxiety? ₹
@yoooff Ok., but it's feel strange, and very intense.. How any other tips for manage
@yoooff I'm not took medicine (SSRI) it's now can i take or go with ERP
@yoooff If I'm manage this phase?. What next? But my mind want a doctor statement i don't know why
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But thoughts still feel intense and disturb
@yoooff Ok thank....did you survived from this?
@yoooff Flare ups?!!
@yoooff Bro I'm just attended a marriage function now. But i have very too much intrusive thoughts comes so much random but no anxiety.. But very very disturbed feel like every intense and real. What i do.. I think with anxiety is better than this..
@yoooff Broo???
@yoooff Yesterday I'm feel intrusive thoughts very intense and real. And too much intrusive thoughts but no anxiety but very very disturbing. What i do how i manage that. I'm feel like a failure,
Suddenly I started ruminating again but I no longer get bad anxiety over the thoughts but it feels like the ‘urges’ are still there and it’s making it seem more real that these are true. Why am I having urges without the anxiety or it’s weird like i don’t even know when im anxious maybe i got use to the feeling of being anxious but it feels too real and I get these weird thought that are like ‘imagine you was evil anyways’ or ‘imagine you want to be but your in denial’ or the worst makes it feel like you would like acting on the thoughts even if you choose not to do it and it feels really real. The thoughts are about stabbing and it felt so real and I started imaging it on purpose to ‘test’ myself but it doesn’t ever feel like I hate it enough or don’t want it like I feel numb to everything and it feels really real like I want it or do want to do it but I’m just choosing not to and it’s scary but I use to get so much anxiety over this and now nothing now it feels like I don’t even feel like I ‘hate’ it or I should know that I don’t want to do that? Instead of sitting there experimenting with the thoughts to see. I want it to feel like I don’t want it and don’t like it I constantly feel like I’m lying about not wanting this, but it’s concerning me a lot because it feels so real that I like it or want it and there was one point where it felt like it was about to happen and that I wanted it and now that’s made me think there is something wrong with me or that I want to give in to it 🙁 please I don’t belive anything I don’t even belive I am sad it feels so real that it was about to happen or I wanted it and I don’t know what to do I was fine before and suddenly I started ruminating and now this
So, yesterday while I was laying in bed, I was relaxing when suddenly I had an intrusive thought about someone, but the thing is that it brought me a sense of enjoyment or calmness for a few seconds before it went away. Once it did, it was only until hours later when I realized what had happened and I began to freak out because I'm reading everywhere that when someone experiences this type of thing, the anxiety happens shortly after the enjoyment or "false" enjoyment. Can OCD do this?
So I’ve noticed that my OCD has calmed down, I’m getting less intrusive thoughts but I feel more uncertain than ever. Is this normal for recovery?
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