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- 13d ago
I fear i don't have ocd
Cause I don't have those Extreme cases where I Need to wash myself 100 times, or check things like light, all I have are my thoughts.
Cause I don't have those Extreme cases where I Need to wash myself 100 times, or check things like light, all I have are my thoughts.
OCD is different for everyone. The needing to wash is from fear of contamination. But OCD comes in all types. It's about fear of uncertainty.
That’s pure obsessional ocd. It’s still ocd. I didn’t get treated at the right time and now I also started having compulsions. If you were diagnosed, it’s a good thing. If not, and you just suspect having ocd, then yes, it could be ocd. I diagnosed myself when I was 14 😂 but never gotten an answer until 18. So yeah. It’s good that you don’t have an extreme case, and don’t worry, your suffering is still valid, even tho you have Pure-O
@cindyjo I still suggest getting a real diagnosis (if you hadn’t gotten it yet) and start treatment sooner ❤️ (only if the doctor thinks you need it) I will pray for you!
@cindyjo I was diagnosed two Years ago but sometimes I fear I manipulated my therapist, especially because i don't have 24 h obsessions like I used to!
@Anonymous That’s common for ocd patients!!! No worries, it could mean you are healing and that’s a really good thing, maybe it is a progress! Why not be proud of it? Try seeing it from a new perspective, maybe it’s good that you have less obssesions and you identify less and less with ocd
@cindyjo Thank you so much! I should really change perspective!
Glad to hear your OCD symptoms have felt less extreme recently. Like others have mentioned, doubting whether you have OCD is also common with OCD! The last thing OCD wants is for you to know it is there. It lies low, then masquerades as thoughts or your worst fears, trying to get you to act on compulsions. During low symptom periods, it can be easy to suddenly believe you do not have OCD. Rumination (overthinking) is a compulsion to find certainty. Mentally checking whether you do or do not have OCD can be a compulsions. There are many mental compulsions that may be worth learning more about with the guidance of your therapist. If your case is less extreme than others, that is something to be very grateful for. Best of luck! 💜
I have constantly been feeling like if I hit one arm, I have to hit the other and if I set something down and it just didn’t look right or feel right I had to do it again or I had to move it to a different spot in my room I’ve had never been a clean freak, which is mainly what I get told is OCD And I don’t know if I should even have this app. I don’t know if I actually have it. I’m constantly worried that I did something in my past that harmed others and that’s why people don’t like me or I’m constantly worried People are constantly watching me and I don’t know if that’s OCD or if I have it so please tell me I will delete this app and never think of it again if I don’t I just really wanna know
I've gotten diagnosed with OCD and I'm in therapy. But I'm worried that I don't have OCD/that I got misdiagnosed. And recently I'm worried that I've just gotten myself into a habit of thinking of dirty minded or just plain old terrible things after I see/hear certain things because I feel like I need to prove I have OCD or else I'm faking(sometimes this goes away). Or that I'm just mimicking symptoms of ocd to cope with real problems I may have and that im just really deep into denial. I don't know...I'm just so tired. I mean, what if I really am what I think I am and this is my brains only way of coping? I don't even really feel anything towards most of the thoughts anymore either I just know they go against my values and I don't want them. I don't know if that's because I'm so mentally exhausted, I just don't care, or that the thoughts are true and I'm comfortable with them.
so i was on instagram and it came up with other signs of ocd then someone commented this doesn’t mean you have ocd now im stressed that its not ocd background - i had so-ocd for a few years then got treatment for it but am now on the waiting list for further treatment for other stuff but i dont have another theme which makes me feel like its not ocd my day to day life consists of touching the door handle every time you go past it or someone will die, and inability to send emails without re reading loads of times and getting other people to check because im scared i wrote something bad but the what if it’s not ocd thought is triggering me now and i don’t know what do
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