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I cannot help but feel exhausted as I go through life. It feels like I've lost the spark in me. And I'm pushing myself for no cause.
I cannot help but feel exhausted as I go through life. It feels like I've lost the spark in me. And I'm pushing myself for no cause.
i feel this so much :( before my ocd flared up i was doing great, got in my first relationship, and was on a roll with my current hyperfixation... but when it hit, it made me so depressed and anxious i can no longer enjoy any of my hobbies or interests, and no matter what i do there is always a sense of unease... it has been months and i have considered giving up but we all need to hang in there! ocd is a demon and no matter how strong it seems we cant let it win. sending you a virtual hug.
I've felt that way before many times. OCD can take away your motivation for life and carrying on. I pray that you'll be able to find inner peace with God as you carry on through this struggle. Don't give up friend. Surrender all of your cares and worries to God and He will sustain you and be your helper and friend in the storm. God bless. :)
I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. That sounds so heavy, and I just want you to know that it’s okay to feel this way. Life can be exhausting, and it makes sense that you’re feeling drained. But these feelings won’t last forever; they come and go, just like thoughts do. Sometimes, we just have to take a break, sit with our feelings, and care for ourselves a little extra. No matter how it feels right now, you are still here, and that matters.
Thank you. I needed to hear that.
@Lost&Found I hope you have a better day tomorrow.❤️
@AnonymityK I wish you the same.
I feel very mentally drained and exhausted
I want to crawl out of my own skin I don't know why God put me on this earth I don't know why my brain is broken Im a lost cause and I don't know why I haven't ended it
I really hate telling my mom that I'm insecure because she just looks at me super annoyed and is like "I don't know why". Like one time I said I wanted to start working out because I hate how skinny I am and she looked at me like I was trying to fish for compliments or something and I feel like I have to defend myself and I cant talk about it. I feel like I always hate my body and any time I try to do something to fix that I regret it so so much. I was just telling her the other day how i hate myself so much I want to crawl out of my skin and she kind of just told me to work on it but I don't know how?? Ive never loved myself. Ever. I have no clue how to. The only reason I'm not doing worse to myself is because I'll get in trouble. I hate my mind and my body and lately it's been so so bad I can't look at myself without feeling nauseated. The last few months it's just gotten worse and worse I feel like. Any time I try to fix how I look I feel like I don't deserve to feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel like a lost cause at this point. I don't know if I'm ever gonna be fixed.
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