Anonymous
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Can OCD make you feel like you enjoy it?
Can OCD make you feel like you're enjoying OCD even though that's not the case and you're in mental anguish?
Booklover19Booklover19
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Exactly how I’m feeling this evening
AnonymousAnonymous
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I'm so sorry 🫂
AnonymousAnonymous
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Have you found any solution?
Booklover19Booklover19
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@Anonymous I’m obviously disgusted by and rejecting the thoughts physically but in my head it all feels warped and makes me question everything and I absolutely hate it I just want it out of my head
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Booklover19 Does OCD ever tell you that you're lying to yourself? Do you ever research non-stop for an answer to satisfy yourself yet it never works?
Booklover19Booklover19
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@Anonymous Not in so many words but it could say that’s how I’m feeling right now
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Booklover19 I'm so so sorry you're dealing with this, has it ever convinced you this is what you like now?
Booklover19Booklover19
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@Anonymous I feel like that’s where I’m at now but I don’t want to accept that and won’t….this should be enough to tell me I’m not a bad person but I guess it’s more nuanced than that
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Booklover19 Please don't give up, you're a good person, please believe that
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AnonymousAnonymous
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The problem is I DO have anxiety, it just feels like I've been swapped around. Like my morals have changed. Like I no longer find it disgusting and more appealing
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