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- 1y
I don't feel like living anymore
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of life
Would you like to talk?
@Chickens_Frogs Are you still on here? I really am wanting to hear what is going on to see if anyway I might be able to help.
If you need someone to talk, I’m also available. OCD is a b*tch and can make our lives feel so unworthy, but we got each other to remind ourselves that we are still worthy and precious beyond words💎 and beyond OCD.
How can we talk?
Remember that life is a gift. And I have suic!dal ocd, so believe me, I know it’s hard to remember. Just put it in your mind. Be kind to yourself. It will get better.
@confused writer Life is not a gift. Hell can’t be a gift
Yeah I'm here. I'm just over life
@Cynthiawedding1 I hear you. OCD is tiring. Don’t give up. Hang in there. Sometimes it’s good to take rests from things if that helps refresh you. I have felt burned out on life before. I took breaks from cooking dinner, and I slept more and ate more treats. That helped me recover. I still often feel on the edge of burnout about life though. So I make sure to rest and treat myself well. I hear you. Hang in there. There’s hope for the future.
I’m really down and don’t have anyone i feel i can turn to. I’m just so tired of living as myself. I hate who i love with including myself. I feel so worthless. Having ocd on top of it makes me feel like im just a waste of space. I dont know how to stop feeling this way. Or if i deserve to. That’s all :(
I can't live with OCD anymore. It's ruining my life. I feel like I'm being constantly bullied in my own mind all day everyday. I don't know if what I think and feel is ever real or normal or okay, what is me and what is the OCD thoughts. I don't know if any of my experiences are normal. I'm exhausted from picking apart every single conversation I ever have with anyone until I'm strung out by a vague and ambiguous feeling of guilt. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a bad person and feeling scared all the time and not knowing why and having my brain spin me out on an endless spiralling train of thoughts that never goes anywhere and just makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don't know what I feel and if what I feel is normal or if anything I am doing is real and actually me or if I'm 'losing my mind.' I don't even know if this makes any sense. I get into these states of mind where every thought in my head and everything I feel and perceive makes me question my own sanity. I don't know if anyone likes me because I have absolutely no concept of what I am actually like. I feel completely lost and confused CONSTANTLY.
i feel miserable, i don't know who to turn to anymore. i had very bad periods in my life where i felt depressed and suicidal for years but nothing compares to this, not only i feel depressed but my ocd is at an all time high. idk what to do i Just want to cry. i feel like I'm a monster and it feels reasonable to see myself this way. im a horrible person who doesn't deserve any of the good things in my life
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