- Username
- Cynthiawedding1
- Date posted
- 39w ago
I don't feel like living anymore
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of life
Would you like to talk?
@Chickens_Frogs Are you still on here? I really am wanting to hear what is going on to see if anyway I might be able to help.
If you need someone to talk, I’m also available. OCD is a b*tch and can make our lives feel so unworthy, but we got each other to remind ourselves that we are still worthy and precious beyond words💎 and beyond OCD.
How can we talk?
Remember that life is a gift. And I have suic!dal ocd, so believe me, I know it’s hard to remember. Just put it in your mind. Be kind to yourself. It will get better.
@confused writer Life is not a gift. Hell can’t be a gift
hey, i really get how heavy everything can feel when you're struggling with ocd. it's tough, but you're not alone in this. 🌟 i'm dealing with a different ocd theme myself, so i might not have all the answers you're looking for, but i've found some resources that could be helpful for you too. one thing that's been a game-changer for me is the "unstuck ocd therapy tools" app. it's got this ai that gives you personalized guidance and exercises right when you need them. my local ocd support group recommended it, and it's been super helpful. also, the ocd stories podcast is something you might wanna check out. it's full of insights and experiences from people who really get what you're going through. hang in there. 💪
I actually have this app and it is genuinely such a game-changer for me when Im really struggling too, great rec
Yeah I'm here. I'm just over life
@Cynthiawedding1 I hear you. OCD is tiring. Don’t give up. Hang in there. Sometimes it’s good to take rests from things if that helps refresh you. I have felt burned out on life before. I took breaks from cooking dinner, and I slept more and ate more treats. That helped me recover. I still often feel on the edge of burnout about life though. So I make sure to rest and treat myself well. I hear you. Hang in there. There’s hope for the future.
im just living day by day. i’ve stopped doing the things i used to like doing because i don’t want to ruin them. i dont want my favourite music, movies, shows and hobbies to be tainted with anxiety and my own thoughts. im a shell of who i used to be and if i had the choice i’d do nothing. at this point i’m living to cover up my emotions. its even harder because i’m not actually diagnosed since i dont think i could handle telling my parents about what’s wrong with me. i have a lot of the symptoms and i’ve had them since i was quite young (16 now) and it just hasn’t been getting better, im just better at hiding it now. i dont want to bother my boyfriend or parents with my issues so i have to deal with everything myself. i don’t find anything fun anymore and i want to die, i have nothing to live for and i quite simply want it to end. i always think it can’t get worse but i fall deeper into my sadness and me saying i’m alright to people is a lie. i feel so incredibly trapped i don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
just venting. tw for SH. too lazy to type everything. genuinely just tired. I don’t want replies. the end is somewhat beginning to be appealing. maybe if I do it, they will care. I’ll be pissed if they do. fuck off, you didn’t know me, you have no right to care if I go. I was always in the background. all of a sudden I will matter for a few moments, and what for? don’t even try to give compliments to who I was. you didn’t know me. it’s a shame I thought of a future. a non realistic one. I only felt comfort in my imaginary world. hopefully there is another life. a better world. I think I will rest now. good night.
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