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When did it all start?
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
I never realized until last year that I had OCD, but in the months since self-diagnosing with my therapist, I've realized I've had it for most of my life. I think it began to develop around age 7 for me, not long after my mother had her first brain surgery (correlation, much? š)
@Jersey Jayne I think I first found out about it in middle school, but I can remember having OCD attacks as early as four years old.
Like 5/6
@notrich @notrich I didn't realize so many other people had it at a really young age. I've had it for pretty much all of my life that I can remember, but I remember having my first OCD attacks when I was four years old.
Early high school is when I can think back to moments where I showed signs of
@RyanH School can be a pretty stressful place :/
when i was very little i was diagnosed. id have to set my stuffed animal on my body a certain way and flip his ears to the right spot an even amount of times or id feel like something bad would happen to my family. thatās where it all started lol
@mgirl I can relate to that!
my mother has ocd. She noticed many things i did as a child, but instead of thinking of them as ocd, she just thought of them as things she could āteach out of meā she has a psych degree so in some ways she definitely made my ocd way less worse than it couldāve been, but in other ways growing up i just developed ocd symptoms she either couldnāt catch (internal) or thought was normal kid stuff (avoiding tiles, stressing about tests, existential questions)but my youngest thoughts are a fear of stepping on dark colored tiles,(age 7) and when it came close to STAAR testing in elementary i used to obsessively count things around me to calm me down, but the counting had to end on a certain number (4th grade)
Around 9/10 but I only found out it was OCD about 2 years ago.
4 months ago š Iām so traumatised I feel like Iām forgetting how normal I was before
i was 19 when i got diagnosed but i suspect that i've had it for awhile
I think 12/13 but I donāt think I understood it was ocd like i actually was convinced i was attracted to my family members and hurt my cat
5-6 years old
I think since I was 8, had a severe episode at 15 and didnāt know or get diagnosed until I was 24. One thing is knowing you have OCD and another thing is living through it. Itās so hard!
@yessyess It really is. Especially when you have no support system. :(
My mother says now that she knows I have OCD, she remember seeing compulsive tendencies in me when I was a toddler. I didn't learn that I have OCD until 3 years ago
It started when I was around 12 but it intensified over the past two years when I realized what it was
After giving birth to my first child. Postpartum ocd.
Since I was around 3-4
When I was 8 I was diagnosed! The doctors said I potentially got it from strep throat.
@Lindsey8 I've never heard of having it from that; was it like a contamination thing?
8-9
Around 8 years oldā¦
I was 10 when I was diagnosed, but I had Tics disorder starting around age 5, and signs of OCD at a younger age as well.
Nightmares started at 4
9/10 for me I miss who I was before this menace took over
I have had anxiety and panic attacks my whole life. I remember being in 4th grade having intrusive thoughts and repetitively hand washing. Then it really became noticeable/ more severe from junior high on till my current age I'm 26.
I have had soocd for 5 years and it impacts me all day everyday every minute. Iāve read that some people only have it 1-2 times a month or for like two seconds a day and it scares me that I donāt have ocd. Because mine is legit constant and so scary
Hello! I'm new here and new to OCD. My therapist suggested I might have OCD due to my tendency to ruminate endlessly on doubts and fears. These thoughts are indeed intrusive and I can't seem to stop them. The thing I'm kind of stuck on is that I can't see where the compulsions come in. Unless the thoughts themselves are compulsions. Can anyone relate to this?
Trying not to seek reassurance, but rather connect the dots on my OCD and possible reasons as to why I am the way I am. I have severe OCD (or at least I hope I do) mainly surrounding POCD. I've had symptoms of OCD the majority of my life but this theme has come up more recently. When I was a kid, and i'm talking 6-7, I was first exposed to some really gross adult content online. It was introduced to me by a friend of mine around the same age of me. I saw some really disgusting things that a 6-7 year old should definitely not see. This was not a one time occurrence, as I had been exposed to taboo topics online years to come after that, such as the same friend introducing me to Omegle... And i'm sure you can imagine how that went, theres a lot of genuinely disgusting human beings on there. Coming back to the reason for making this post; is it possible to early exposure to this content could be one of the reasons I struggle with POCD? It genuinely scares me to death because you hear that real p*dos dealt with simular situations when they were kids, so thats kind of making me feel that this could be more than OCD, and I could be a genuinely bad person. My POCD feels so real, that at times i'm fully convinced its not OCD. Sometimes I can't even distinguish the feelings of attraction between a younger person and an older person, except for the feeling of anxiety and fear. Its really hard to explain without going into detail, but it just feels so real. Some feedback on this would be great, thank you all.
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