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When did it all start?
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
I never realized until last year that I had OCD, but in the months since self-diagnosing with my therapist, I've realized I've had it for most of my life. I think it began to develop around age 7 for me, not long after my mother had her first brain surgery (correlation, much? š)
@Jersey Jayne I think I first found out about it in middle school, but I can remember having OCD attacks as early as four years old.
Like 5/6
@notrich @notrich I didn't realize so many other people had it at a really young age. I've had it for pretty much all of my life that I can remember, but I remember having my first OCD attacks when I was four years old.
Early high school is when I can think back to moments where I showed signs of
@RyanH School can be a pretty stressful place :/
when i was very little i was diagnosed. id have to set my stuffed animal on my body a certain way and flip his ears to the right spot an even amount of times or id feel like something bad would happen to my family. thatās where it all started lol
@mgirl I can relate to that!
my mother has ocd. She noticed many things i did as a child, but instead of thinking of them as ocd, she just thought of them as things she could āteach out of meā she has a psych degree so in some ways she definitely made my ocd way less worse than it couldāve been, but in other ways growing up i just developed ocd symptoms she either couldnāt catch (internal) or thought was normal kid stuff (avoiding tiles, stressing about tests, existential questions)but my youngest thoughts are a fear of stepping on dark colored tiles,(age 7) and when it came close to STAAR testing in elementary i used to obsessively count things around me to calm me down, but the counting had to end on a certain number (4th grade)
Around 9/10 but I only found out it was OCD about 2 years ago.
4 months ago š Iām so traumatised I feel like Iām forgetting how normal I was before
i was 19 when i got diagnosed but i suspect that i've had it for awhile
I think 12/13 but I donāt think I understood it was ocd like i actually was convinced i was attracted to my family members and hurt my cat
5-6 years old
I think since I was 8, had a severe episode at 15 and didnāt know or get diagnosed until I was 24. One thing is knowing you have OCD and another thing is living through it. Itās so hard!
@yessyess It really is. Especially when you have no support system. :(
My mother says now that she knows I have OCD, she remember seeing compulsive tendencies in me when I was a toddler. I didn't learn that I have OCD until 3 years ago
It started when I was around 12 but it intensified over the past two years when I realized what it was
After giving birth to my first child. Postpartum ocd.
Since I was around 3-4
When I was 8 I was diagnosed! The doctors said I potentially got it from strep throat.
@Lindsey8 I've never heard of having it from that; was it like a contamination thing?
8-9
Around 8 years oldā¦
I was 10 when I was diagnosed, but I had Tics disorder starting around age 5, and signs of OCD at a younger age as well.
Nightmares started at 4
9/10 for me I miss who I was before this menace took over
I have had anxiety and panic attacks my whole life. I remember being in 4th grade having intrusive thoughts and repetitively hand washing. Then it really became noticeable/ more severe from junior high on till my current age I'm 26.
For me it was a weird intrusive thought and after that I slowly started developing anxiety and I felt a weird thing like I was losing my attraction to girls. Then I woke up one day in complete panic cuz it felt like I had lost feelings for girls suddenly and I started searching online how to know if youāre gay if sexuality changes suddenly and I took some gay tests or sexuality tests online. Chat gpt was a big thing back then too. That was before therapy and before I knew what ocd is.Can anyone relate?
Since when do you believe you have OCD? Anyone who would like to share what were the indications/symptoms in childhood?
One of my first memories of OCD was from when I was about 8-12 years old. Iāve always struggled with sleeping and prone to twisting and turning due to my brain going like š§ š£ļøš£ļøš£ļø Anyways once I couldnāt sleep and got out of bed one of my parents said, with compassion, āoh itās so late, why are you awake itās school tomorrowā and when they followed me to my room I saw that the time was 22:22 and I felt a really scary feeling in my chest (today I know it was anxiety) and from that day on the time 22:22 š°ļø followed me for years. I was twisting and turning and feeling anxious about my digital clock (Iām a 90s girly) turning 22:22. I could get issues taking deep breaths, being sweaty, uncomfortable and scared and feeling like āITS SOON 22:22 AND WHEN THE TIME PASSES IT WILL BE TOO LATEā. I never really understood exactly what was going to be ātoo lateā but Iām guessing it was getting too little sleep absolutely blown out of proportion. As soon it passed 22:22 it was all good and I could fall asleep š“ I donāt struggle with those numbers today instead I smile and feel compassionate towards little me. Still OCD sucks, I still struggle with sleep times to times and do have some magical thinking but the big difference is that I logically know that itās not real even if it emotionally sometimes feel that way. Take care out there. If this made you feel less lonely, wanna share your first memories of OCD? ā¤ļø
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